Why do I feel as if I am never satisfied? Am I just a product of my society? Am I not seeking the pure and whole satisfaction found in Christ? Always wanting something more, something different....
I can't possibly be being used where I am now, I just don't feel right about where I am, I don't feel happy...
My daughter listen to yourself... I, I, I... no, you are not finding your full, pure satisfaction in me. I am all, ALL, that you need. No one, nothing else. Why do you not accept this? You know this, I know you do, but you refuse to accept it. Why?
Why? Why do I keep searching when I know that You, my Savior and Creator, is waiting right there- arms wide open, waiting to bestow on me what I have been seeking for.
Remember, I know you: I know what is best for you. You do not. Rest my child, and be sure that even though you do not see the purpose, that does not mean there isn't one. Be patient and rest.
How much longer? Lord, please, how much longer?
Until I know your ready. And that's going to start with a little trust, my dear. You seek what you want in people: Seek in me, and you will find!
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Praise the Lord for his patience with me: For his never ending, never failing love. Grace that goes beyond comprehension- beyond explanation. You are holy Savior!
I am in Virginia visiting my sisters... I could not have been blessed more! How dear they are to me. I learn so much from just being with them, watching them, laughing with them; and how dear it is to hug them! How precious are my sisters! Praise Jesus for their love and them being in my life!
